I'm not quite sure what is happening to me. Am I going through midlife crisis way early or is this actually how 26 year olds really act? Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy the partying and drinking and stuff like that, but I'm the one that the parents and friends call grandpa. I'm the one that never does the keg stands. I'm responsible. I'm actually Am the one that acts well beyond my years. Don't get me wrong I'm not going out and partying every chance I get. Back in my early twentys yeah not that long ago I actually partied every night, but I find urges lately to do it again. Honestly I had fun during that time, but then I got married and my perspective on life changed. My soon to be ex wife obviously didn't agree with all the staying in and that is why we broke it off because she liked to go out parting until the morning. I hate that shit, I just wish I didn't have the urges because I don't want that type of woman any more. I want an awesome girl who actually enjoys the finer things in life. I wonder if it's possible for me to meet her, whoever she is. I'm so tired lately and I have two long ass days tomorrow and Thursday. So much shit to do and not very much time to do it. I hate the extra admin bullshit at work. All stupid ass shit that is always needing to be verified and updated, verified and updated. I hate it...my personnel don't even like that shit. But hey it's what I do right. I think it's time for a career change.
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