Hmmm...Just wondering

I finally received some very important paperwork, but now I am thinking, if I should submit it. I am not sure why I am having this thought...I love the person in question, but my life with her is over. I mean, nothing good has come from this life with her. So I am in a bind, but I am going to do what I must do, to be happy again.

Today there are so many thing that happened. Work was a mad house today, everything went by so fast, Im surprised everything got done. Very exciting. I cannot wait to actually get back in the game of dating. There have been so many women that I have turned down and met, that I have wanted to date since my seperation, but I am a believer in marriage, and until the divorce is finalized completely I dont believe in dating.

On a brighter note, I have been thinking about writing a book. Now what type of book should I write? Hmmm....there are so many out there...do people actually write essays still? If so I wonder where they actually publish them. this is a question that I should look into. I could possibly submit one of my essays for publishing...not sure if anyone would actually read it though.

Also, what about a topic for a book. Should I write stories at all? I have a pretty good imagination, but not sure if anyone else would find it interesting. But Im not even sure where to start writing at. How do they actually make chapters flow into one another. I wonder if I should find an author and write to them asking them for insight.