NOTHING SPECIAL

Just putting this out there, but has anyone heard of the Nephilum? I'm just wondering, because I'm interested in this type of Angel. Ive heard many different stories about them. If you know anything, please hit me up.

Moving on though. I cant get over how much people with the right jobs get paid in this world. I wish I knew that one person that could open up those doors, because honestly, that is all it takes, is that one person and then all your wildest dreams are open to you. But hey, this is life, and it goes on without you or not.

These past few weeks I have been so busy with work, I haven't even found time for myself. I also have a side thing going with writing description reviews about books, so in the last two weeks, publishing companies have been sending me electronic books asking me to read them and let them know what they think. This is actually interesting because they contacted me because of my Blogs on this website. Interesting right? Well, I have read two of the books they sent me. They are pretty good one book I read is called, Hush, Hush by Becca Fitzpatrick. Its an OK book, but definitely not my type the synchronization of Angels and Humans, is actually pretty interesting and that is what spawned my interest in Nephilum. What I'm about to say may not reflect to many of you, but to me when I read a book, I want to be engorged in it. I want to be able to have the words form a picture in my mind, where I can see everything from a third party standpoint.....kind of like watching a movie. When that happens, ITS A GOOD BOOK... This book, only did that at certain points, but I give it 3.5 stars. Its a great fast read. Another set of books I read that I got for FREE was yes, the Twilight Trilogy. All of the books. These, minus the love sappy love story, was actually pretty good. I'm fascinated by Vampires, so as you can probably assume, it automatically engrossed me and I could actually see everything play out as I was reading these books. I give it 4 stars...only because at points, I wanted to reach into the books and strangle Bella for her stupid about oh, I love him, or but I love this guy....I wanted to slap her a few times and tell her to get a grip. But all in all they were pretty good. This week I'll see what they send me. Hopefully they send me something else about Vampires....like I said I'm fascinated by the Supernatural.

BEING UPSET

Today has been so much a hassle it seems. So much stuff to do at work. And then I'm starting to notice that I forget an item, that I wanted to get to before I left work. It makes me so mad, because I really like to accomplish the goals that I set and when I get home and realize that I forgot to do one thing that I told someone else I would, it really upsets me, and yes I know tomorrow is another day, but its just the way I am. I like to ensure that things get done in an orderly and quickly fashion that is correct and punctual at the same time. I really dont like people who just shrug their shoulders and dont give a crap about their jobs....because I really believe that if they act like that in the Military they shouldnt be there at all, because they are in it just doing enough to get by....and that pisses me off. They should be in the military to actually protect this country and actually care about what they do....because what they do is vital to the security and national defense of this GREAT and AWESOME Nation. So many people in this world look to our young Nation for guidance, and god damn me if I am wrong, but people need to start acting like they care, or this Nation will cease to exist.

TOPICS

I am so tired. I really need to get to sleep. I have to come up with an idea for my cause and effect essay. I have a few ideas, but none of my classmates have left a reply to me yet, so how about I tell all of you, my readers, and you can comment me if you like.

Well, the first topic I was thinking about writing about was The causes and effects about joining the military instead of going directly into college. I mean I get to protect people in the United States and get credit for some college course and you get the GI Bill to use, if you end up wanting to get out. But when I think how great all that stuff sounds, my friends who actually went to college are now directors at Micron and HP. So, it does make me wonder where I would have been if I had continued my education. In the end though, I am actually really happy with the decisions I have made in my life and honestly can say I have no regrets.

Another topic that I was thinking about was the causes and effects of owning a home. I know right, pretty cool, well, think about it. It is the at the top of most peoples American Dreams. You get to actually pay for something you own, vice paying for someone elses home. The only downside that I can think of, is that when something breaks, its on you. There is no management to call to fix that sink....lol...I only bring this up because my kitchen sink was leaking and I had to fix it for the first time....glad that my boss is a plummer, so I called him to talk me through it over the phone. But let me tell you, it was a great feeling of pride fixing something yourself.

So let me know what you think about the two topics, Im open to any suggestions.

CATCHING UP

Its only Tuesday but this week feels like it has been long. I have been so busy that I actually havent had time to do school work. Today is the first day that I get to take an hour break before going back to work. Im most likely going to try and complete my entries following writing in my blog. I am so tired, if I fall asleep I may not even wake up...so I have to stay up. That is how much time I have spending at work. But I love my job and will stay up for days if need be.

I need to let everyone know. I think I am obsessed with Vampires and Warewolves. I know, its kind of weird, but I really am. I enjoy watching movies and reading about them. Lucky they are not real, because that would just be weird if they were. If you've seen the show True Blood, please let me know what you think about it. Ive been thinking about buying the season so I can watch it. Ive heard nothing but good things about it. I've also heard that there is a series that it goes off of, is that better then the show? I may just buy the book series instead. Well, I should get cracking on my school work, before I keep writing on here and run out of time to do that. Need to get it done today cause I dont know what I will be doing tomorrow.

Rain

I can't believe it's raining. Lately I have been looking forward to rainy weather. I'm not actually sure why but maybe it's because I really enjoy the dark weather. I kindof wish it was cloudy and dark all the time. I guess that's why I really like winter. The days are shorter and the nights are longer. It's nice and cold outside. I guess I figure that I like the cold weather because I can always put clothes on to stay warm but when it's hot you can only take off so much clothes to stay cool. I can't believe I'm babling like this right now. But hey the rain is something I really enjoy right now so why not let the world know it.

FOLLOWING THROUGH

I change my mind way to much. I have figured out one thing about myself and that is that I dont think I ever follow through with stuff. I mean, I follow through with my work assignments and tasks that other people give me and I work hard to follow through when other peoples careers and goals are on the line, but when it comes to my own personal goals...nope. I always seem to shove it to the side.

For example, every year I create an Officers Package. Brand new, I go through the boards, but I never submit the package to the promotion board. Why is that? I have always wondered about this myself. This year I am submitting for a promotion to become and LDO Officer, and I have a feeling that I will not follow through with it. I really want to do it, I am just worried I guess and always have been. I am great at what I do, but how do I know that I will give the same great work as an Officer. That is what I am worried about.

I know that I will continue to do my best always. I should take that and continue to work my way up the ladder as an Officer in the U.S. Navy. There is no difference in what I do now than what I will be doing as an Officer. Just a lot more pay...and I do mean a lot more pay. I owe it to myself and my family to go through with this and see it through to the end. So I am and I will make LDO and become the first ever to make VADM.

INSOMNIA

Do you ever get the feeling that you are tired, but yet, you cant fall asleep no matter what you do. Well, that is the way I feel right now. I'm tired, but I cant go to sleep....insomnia...over 60 million Americans suffer from Insomnia. I wish I could find the source of my insomnia, because it SUCKS! Insomnia takes a toll on my body and mind and after three days of no sleep, I pass out. It has happened before, where I pass out and before I know it a whole day was wasted on sleep because my body couldn't rest. Doctors say that in order to get rid of insomnia people, like me, have to change out bedtime habits. I disagree with this, because prior to me going to bed I am relaxed and ready to be soothed by the comforts of my pillow plushed mattress. However, I cannot rest. My mind is always racing wondering what needs to be done at work, trying to remember if that last bill went through so that I don't get charged a late fee. Its actually ridiculous. I have read about some people using sleeping pills to get rid of their insomnia, but pills all though over the counter, scare me, because even over the counter pills can be addicting. I am not going to be on of those people that get addicted to sleeping pills. If you have any ideas as to how to get rid of insomnia naturally, please let me know.

Other then my insomnia my day was really good. Had fun at work playing paint ball and enjoying the nice beautiful 60 degree weather. I love this weather....wish it was like this year round. I can get into the ocean with a thin wet suit and ride my motorcycle and enjoy the cool wind across my face. Its great. This is the way everyday is suppose to be.